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  • 2008-07-30

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    《goodbye my love》

    I can see the pain living in your eyes

    And I know how hard you try

    You deserve to have so much more

    I can feel your heart and I sympathize

    And I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life

    I don't want to let you down

    I don't want to lead you on

    I don't want to hold you back

    From where you might belong

    You would never ask me why

    My heart is so disguised

    I just can't live a lie anymore

    I would rather hurt myself

    Than to ever make you cry

    There's nothing left to say but good-bye

    You deserve the chance at the kind of love

    I'm not sure I'm worthy of

    Losing you is painful to me

    I don't want to let you down

    I don't want to lead you on

    I don't want to hold you back

    From where you might belong

    You would never ask me why

    My heart is so disguised

    I just can't live a lie anymore

    I would rather hurt myself

    Than to ever make you cry

    There's nothing left to say but good-bye

    You would never ask me why

    My heart is so disguised

    I just can't live a lie anymore

    I would rather hurt myself

    Than to ever make you cry

    There's nothing left to try

    Through it's gonna hurt us both

    THere's no other way than to say good-bye

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    今天订了离开的机票

    成都 再见

    2007.7.7——2008.7.30

    感谢这期间的快乐  悲伤 希望 失落

    感谢你 给了我一段最美丽的风景

    所有的一切 都华丽而静抑地流过我的心扉

    而心底深处盲动的轰鸣脉矿却朝最荒谬的方向延伸

    如果 不对自己残忍  我的心一定会在这长久的忍耐中四分五裂

     所以 这是我在大巴上最后一篇日志

    在我充满断裂的人生中 08年的这个逗点将结束五年来我所塑造的''自己''

    一切就此告终

    对新事物的选择和因缘

    再次开始

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    FOR U:

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    在这个博上 很长时间我都絮絮叨叨自己琐碎的心情

    对旁观者本是无意义的

    可你们常常留言 予我慰藉

    非常非常感谢你们

    某种意义上来说 是你们陪我度过了这段特殊的时光

    千言万语都难以表达我此时的心情

    我祝福你们:

    还在读书的孩子学业有成 快乐成长

    已经毕业的朋友 事业顺利 爱情甜美

    祝愿你们的家人爱人朋友 福寿安康

    谢谢你们

    That's All